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Birdfeeder

by Jacqueline Marie

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1.
A sea away and I love myself and I love you too and I wish that you were here to celebrate the setting sun and the cricket songs singing in my ears oh darling, I pray, to sing with you one day Sitting with this here tomato vine she tells me tales of a love that I would like to find but what I found I cant express with sound because the music we're making it can't be written down oh darling, I pray, to write our story one day I dance in the mornings in my living room while the eggs are cooking and they're always done too soon Well I could dance forever to my Billie tunes but I wouldn't mind, baby, if I could take a turn with you Yeah if my sparkling shoes could play peek-a-boo from underneath the hem of this skirt with the looks of you oh darling, I pray, to dance with you one day And darling I'm sitting here wondering why you're as far as the moon and yet I can hear you whispering oh, and I feel whole and I'm happy alone and that's all the reason to run into those arms oh honey make honey make honey A sea away and I love myself and I love you too and I wish that you were here.
2.
The last time I saw you it was barely a goodbye but those aren't done when you're always on the run It fell apart before my eyes it was heaven sent in hindsight it was barely a goodbye it was barely a goodbye I see myself in the foggy mirror wondering about you I stop myself short, interrupt my heart because my thoughts bring me bad luck Because looking back in time is just a part of growing up Though i doubt the things ive done it helps that there's no right or wrong It fell apart before my eyes it was heaven sent in hindsight it was barely a goodbye it was barely a goodbye I know so much more than I did before and I hope you feel the same yeah, there wasn't nothing wrong with us but it still drove me insane and now that things are over dear we're on to something new I am capable of so much more than I ever was with you It fell apart before my eyes it was heaven sent in hindsight it was barely a goodbye it was barely a goodbye
3.
Freckles 04:23
Your freckles are my bible your eyes strike me ice cold there's no escaping what we've been told what good is it to tell you what hurts? it just offends you and I'm already here so keep me warm so slap me and pull me and tell me I'm pretty and forget all about today's itinerary I'll give you my body to play if you want it my mind's far away I'm the easiest target no matter what I tell myself despite all that I thought would help there's something mean inside of me that puts me up up on the shelf and if i just learn to just enjoy it I'd be better off for it because I do this to myself every fucking time that I leave the house In this body that is mine that I'm expected to confine until that part of me just dies with every bit of my divine yeah I know that I am capable and powerful and changeable but what's a girl to do when expectations are insatiable? So hurry me and bury because my emotions are so insane since I'm asked every day to be the whore and player played So hold hold me and hug me push me and shove me rock me back to life a better version than you found me let me open up and pour my everything upon the floor and I will put it all together once more take me all the way back home take me all the way back home
4.
Arizona Blue 04:57
Listen, girl, to the wind in the pines Oh, how how they pine Just like you're pining for home Even though you don't know where that is But you never ask the right questions And I'll never tell you a lie But if you never ask the right questions Then you'll never hear the pines as they sigh Listen, girl, to the frogs in the pond Oh, how they call Just like you called me in the middle of the night Just to see that I was alright But you never ask the right questions And I'll never tell you a lie But if you never ask the right questions Then you'll never hear the frogs as they cry Liste, girl, to the crickets on the porch Oh, how they sing Just like I'm singing my heart dance Just to see if anybody will hear But you never ask the right questions And I'll never tell you a lie But if you never ask the right questions Then you'll never hear the crickets at night Listen, Girl Listen, Girl Ohhh... Won't you paint my eyes an Arizona blue sky?
5.
As I wait for the sunset musing about my regrets feels like the day's end will never come again I can't hold on tight to time tight as I can possibly grip it wont save me from this real, real bad trip when I was a little girl legs skinny like a birds I would run, run, run the world Now I see that life is short time will pass like waves upon the shore and I am waiting for that sunrise because it's been a long, long, night Never again will I wish for the hours to pass me by Because this life is precious no matter how you spend your time They say time is a construct my mind but how do I see past these lines around my weary eyes? they have their own lives and they won't lie And I am proud of every wrinkle like the rings of the trees and the scars in their bark Never again will I wish for the hours to pass me by Because this life is precious no matter how you spend your time Never again will I wish for the hours to pass me by Because this life is precious no matter how you spend your time
6.
Last time you left you gave me a nod and you told me that you would come around but then you went and hit the road to the other side of the country Told myself Id never do that again that when you'd come back around that we would just be friends I love it when you call me bug and Id never ask you to stop but it hurts me babe when I'm living off the crumbs of your love I haven't thought of you in a million hours I know because I've been keeping count I haven't thought of you in a million hours I know because I've been keeping count It exhausts me just to have you back in town but I never could dream of saying no yeah a part of me loves to see you happy another loves to be tortured I would never ask you to stop being yourself but it kills me to see you dancing with someone else I know that what you say to me is meant to be received platonically but everytime I'm a fool willingly over you I haven't thought of you in a million hours I know because I've been keeping count I haven't thought of you in a million hours I know because I've been keeping count I know that I should toughen up and push it all under the rug but every time I do the best that I can the best that I can the best that I can the best that I can So I'll be your friend I haven't thought of you in a million hours I know because I've been keeping count I haven't thought of you in a million hours I know because I've been keeping count
7.
If the soul is the bottom of my feet... I sometimes wonder where she is the wild one from underground she calls me in the dead of night when no one else is around she runs the river below the river on a raft made out of bones in the desert where she spends her days and she never grows old If the soul is the bottoms of my feet as they pitter patter on the ground to the rhythm of my breath then what is in the sound? She'll drag me out by my hair she'll rip it out she doesn't care If i try to beat her down just to drown out the sound of the little voice inside my head while shes biting at my heels a lick a kiss is all it'll take before she'll have me as her meal If the soul is the bottoms of my feet as they pitter patter on the ground to the rhythm of my breath then what is in the sound? When I run I am wild and free letting out a battle cry Silence is where the soul is Silence is where the soul is Silence is where the soul is But you'll never know just what the soul is if you never hear the sound If the soul is the bottoms of my feet as they pitter patter on the ground to the rhythm of my breath then what is in the sound? If the soul is the bottoms of my feet as they pitter patter on the ground to the rhythm of my breath then what is in the sound?

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released September 4, 2022

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Jacqueline Marie Flagstaff, Arizona

Jacqueline Marie Thompson is a singer-songwriter based in Flagstaff, AZ. She is also one-half of the indie folk duo Sleep Stampede. Her earth-rooted sound is inspired by the wild places she loves.

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